A python slithered up to the side of me. Not your garden size python. This dude was huge. He was at least 3x my body length, his girth was bigger around than I am and his head was the size of a laundry basket.
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I’m breathing and trying to relax as this monster snake is telling me he is a new guide for me. OH MY! Actually, he’s not new. If you look at my old logo, the caduceus, it has two snakes on it. This python slid off the right side of my logo and lay against my right side. It was no longer an impotent symbol.
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I had a lot of conflicts about having a snake, any snake in my energy, and even more as having it as a guide. Mostly religious along with some cultural and mythical references kept trying to get me to reject this snake. At the same time, I looked towards my feet where the caduceus was with its impotent one snake. I felt forlorn, lost, sad looking at it.

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The python laid its massive head on my lap. Its head actually was larger than my lap and hung over it a bit. I just petted it and could feel its sorrow. Which made me feel sorrowful and allowed some of my own grief to move through me. Then Python’s energy started to move up my spine, trying to merge with me, or maybe to give me “my backbone back”. Brought tears to my eyes as I wrote that revelation. I would love to help you get your backbone back !!!
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I was lying on the floor with my calves in a dining chair. I rocked and rolled trying to move this snake energy up my back. I came out of this meditation exhausted and just laid on the floor. Thinking what was that?!
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With the intent to look deeper at this python energy I did another meditation. Almost as soon as I went into this 2nd meditative state a high tide of emotion, profound sadness, grief overcame me and I just sobbed and sobbed. Racking sobs. I think these were triggered by not playing, forgetting how to play and feeling as if I had to control everything I felt. I would love to help you play, be more sensual - not just sexual sensual - and get your magic back !!!
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'Am I willing to be seen/ show me my shadow self?'; was the thought going through my head. More sobbing, super sobs, shaking me from my toes to my head. I could feel python energy moving into the empty hole* at the backside of my heart, and up into my neck. My body “took over” rolling side to side.

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All the rolling, rocking and moving my body was “shedding my skin” and being revitalized by the python energy. My take away was I realized how angry I was of being so tightly confined: first by others and then by my own thoughts, beliefs and habits. Now after shedding this false skin, I felt that I was FINALLY allowing myself to be free to feel and engage my emotions. Are you ready to be free?

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The scene shifted as it often does when transformative has taken place.
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I saw the night starlight sky. I was now embracing the feminine, the place where all creation starts. I could feel the “black sky” moving into the lower right side of my body. I had another round of intense sobbing, as I moved my straightened right leg horizontal across my body towards the left. Remembrances of when I was a dancer and a gymnast flooded in. Almost unbearable, because of the lost dreams associated with my youth and of my former physical prowess, and by how much I had stuffed my needs, desires wants of being physical and having a physical expression.
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At the time these two meditations exhausted me to my core. But maybe it really was an exhaustion of carrying all that bullshit for 50 years.
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